What You Leave Behind

This shall be the final post for this blog, of which ends about 2 years of blogging here.

The decision to remove this blog was one made after careful considerations of the impact of this blog. To me, this blog is a record of my life. Although not much is written here, but when I look back at the posts, I do feel about the times when I wrote them. Things that happened, for me, are usually remembered, never forgotten, learnt the lessons, but never brought back to be relived. Yet this blog does have the potential to do that.

Reading about the things I wrote, I do recall the events that happened in my life. But that is not what I wanted. I could not go on living my life always recalling past events. Like what I said, things past are just that. If I had a breakup in the past, it should remain as is - and not being something that would constantly remind me of the potential failures that might happen in the future. The future is yet to happen, and it's something that I want to go into without having to look back and be pessimistic about.

It's a natural trait that I do things with optimism (albeit sometimes not shown), and take decisive and swift action without regrets. This blog doesn't fit into that. It brings pessimism to an optimist. It slows down decisions - of which most of the time are right, but due to fear, they are delayed. That is why this blog must go. It must go so that I could become who I was before.

I would begin removal of posts from this blog, some to be republished in my Windows Live Spaces, while some to be discarded.

It has been a long road.